wow

well since my last time blogging my family left. things are starting to turn around. its only me and my mom. asa is also being really nice to me as well.

school is overwhelming. all the teachers are pushing so much on us in the next three weeks i hate it. BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS yesterday i pickd my last classes for college. i also got paperwork in regards to graduation. SKOR!!!!!!!

my life is still at the all time low. it blows but hopefully things will turn around asap.

this weekend is sucking.

so the fam came in. why was i happy for it. gee im fuckd up.

lets see. so today we went to hershey. i got punchd in the face while driving by my cousin thinking he was funny. then he kickd me in the back of the knee at a dirty wendys and i fell. my leg is killing. finally we stop at mickeyds and he spit in my face. so i fucking got pissd and got up and left. so my mom had to drive them home.

the saddest part is all i did today was get told how much they hate me and how much im like retarded. all i wanna do it cry. plus i got screamd at by everyone.

tomorrow we r supposta go to nyc. my favorite place in the world and i dont even know if ill be allowd to go.

much needed blog time

today! what a day. my first class was cancelled and the second one i had a test. so i went to school late. on the way to school i was passing walmart and i heard this weird sound. all of a sudden i felt my car slowing down. so i pulld off to the side of the road. fuck! my tire like blowd. i calld my gram what a stupid thing to do. she came and took me to school. in the mean time my mom left work and came to save me. some guy stopd to help change the tire. gee. im a dumb girl. so we took the car to the garage and spent like 600 bucks on new tires.


also where my aunt lives. a twister touchd down. hahaha she told us that there were all these cars flipd in the parking lot where she works. and shes coming home tomorrow. YES! japenses.

so...

yesterday morning my mom woke me up and said lets go shopping. it was fun. we went to reading. i bought like over 300 dollars worth of clothes. and this hot hound tooth winter coat. i i i.... then we went shoe shopping. i got 2 pairs of cute shoes. finally we went for lunch at hooter. woot woot. i love hooters. they have like the best food. yummy.

other then my shopping trip i workd all weekend. and last night at midnite i cleand my closet out. and wow i have a lot of clothes that i got rid of.

now im tired and im going to finish cleaning my room and then take a nap.

did u know

thats it is possible to have like a best friends in another state?
out of state friends are way better cuz u dont have drama. Yes!

i kinda write alot.

so hopefully friday this movie i am dying to see will come to the movies. across the universe. i think the lead is a cutie. haha

school update. i think im sucking a bit at grades but its mainly cuz i never have classes. my teachers cancelled them all the fucking time anymore. for example: monday we had off cuz of the holiday, then tomorrow i had off cuz im way ahead in my computer class and then my business law class is just randomly not happening.

finally next week school is like blah again. monday no computer class, tuesday no management class, wednesday is like a in service day so no school, then thursday the teacher is not having class. geee that leave me with 2 classes. woot woot. now ill have to do some hardcore cleaning all fucking week. cuz friday my family is coming home from down south.

So.... to get away from school kinda. my friend from ny, renee wrote this cute essay for class. its about valencia and oh course im in it so it made me happy. i miss her cuz we wont be able to see each other for a very long time. ok hopefully over winter break. and im so going to bamboozle with her. hahaha both days. death of me but who cares. its the love of the big v, VALENCIA. woot woot. shes great. isnt she cute! haha i also hope that valencia does read her blog thing.

oh man i did write a lot again. ok ill stop maybe tomorrow ill have something good to say but from now out i dont have anything good to say tonight. later bitchs and hoes

why cant they have those shoes in my size?!!!?!?!?!

augh.
so i never shoe shop but today i an looking at these cute shoes on the internet.. and wonderfully i found a pair that i love but they are out of my size. BOOOOO! BITCH BOOOO!

so today at work i cut my finger twice ok its two different ones but still it hurts.

tomorrow i have off from the world YA ME!

Dont Ever Change!

So lately I been thinking. I think i should turn my life around for the better. i feel as im like fucking myself over with my quote that i live for "dont ever change". so i wanna change but only on the outside. NOT ON THE INSIDE. so i think i can make this little exception.

Last week i took my monroe out of my lip. i have no idea why i did so but i guess i was just sick of it. i had it for alot 2 years i think. i also cleand up my look hahah. i got my hair cut off. ok not a lot but its short.

This week i startd a diet plan. i am drinking a slim fast type shake in the morning and eating something small during the day like yogurt or apple sause for lunch. for dinner i have a smaller meal. all i need now is to work out. HAAAAAAAAAA! i also am using a whitener on my teeth. i did redye my hair again as well. its a liter blonde. hahah.

besides those new thing happening in my life. Amber got me a ticket to see valencia, boylikegirls, the audition, and all time low in concert. oh man its been forever since i saw the audition. haahahha. those boys and i used to be kinda close. well YES i get to see them again.